Once on Chunuk Bair
(Wellington Regiment, August
8, 1915)
We moved through dark in
single file, no sound, no careless tread,
Each heartbeat loud as
cannon fire, each thought of home instead.
The stars looked down with
watchful eyes, the earth was cold and bare,
And every man who climbed
that slope left half his courage there.
No talk, no smoke, no
clatter made, just breath and muted fear,
The taste of dust and iron’s
tang, the whisper, “Almost there.”
A man slipped once — we
froze in place, our nerves a tightened wire,
The night so thick, so
close, so still, it smothered all desire.
We reached the crest before
first light; the world seemed held in prayer,
Then dawn broke wide — a
bastard dawn — and hell was waiting there.
The hill exploded, men went
down, as lead tore through the air,
The order came to hold the
ground, though none were left to spare.
They came in waves, the
Turks below, their shouting split the sky,
And all we knew was hold the
line and shoot until we die.
A Vickers jammed — old Benny
laughed and smacked it with his hat,
A shell came in, took Ben
and gun, and left no more than that.
We called for help — none
ever came, command was miles behind,
Those officers with silver
spoons and maps that made us blind.
They sent us up with
whispered prayers and rifles short on rounds,
While comfort stayed on
safer ships and watched from foreign grounds.
By noon the ridge was red
with blood, the air was burnt and sore,
You couldn’t tell the living
ones from those who’d breathe no more.
They said we took the hill
that day — I guess we must have done,
But victory’s a hollow word
when half your mates are none.
At dusk the world grew
strangely calm, the guns had lost their bite,
The sea was gold; the sky
was fire — it might have been a sight.
But beauty means no bloody
thing when pain’s the price you pay,
And those who spoke before
the dawn were mostly dead by day.
The medics worked with
trembling hands, the sand was soaked in red,
One asked for water through
cracked lips — his bottle held sand instead.
I sat beside him, said no
word, just watched the daylight fade,
And wondered if the gods
themselves regret the men they made.
They call us brave — perhaps
we were, or simply too afraid,
Too proud to turn our backs
and run from choices others made.
That’s war, I guess — the
upper brass all safe and clean and dry,
While lads like us were fed
uphill and left alone to die.
Years later a son returned
to where that hill still stands,
The grass had grown, the
stones were clean, no blood upon his hands.
He climbed that same old
battered hill beneath a kinder sky,
Where gulls wheeled over
rusted shards and poppies dared to lie.
He touched the names upon
the slab, so many gone, so near,
And almost heard old Benny
laugh — “First man up buys the bloody beer!”
He found his father’s name
engraved upon that granite stone,
A single line, but heavy
still — he didn’t die alone.
He knelt and brushed the
dust away, the wind was sharp and clear,
And through the hush he heard
again — “First man up buys the bloody beer.”
He stood and faced the
rising sun, the same that lit that day,
And felt the ghosts move
through the grass before they slipped away.
No drum, no gun, no bugle
call — just silence, proud and bare,
And one young man who
understood what happened at Chunuk Bair.
The wind came cold across
the ridge, and whispered through the air,
The kind of sound that
chills the soul — Remember Chunuk Bair.
Written By: Alan.Clark@WW1POET (Oct 2025)